155

Today I weigh roughly 132 pounds... I added about five pounds since my surgery. Not that much weight really. By the end of July I am going to weigh right around 155lbs. I've got a lot of working out to do but that will be easy, my room doubles as a gym. I'm only 5'7" tall, and I think 132 is pretty low. And who doesn't enjoy having some muscle? So here's to tomorrow, day three of working out.

I am going to attack this challenge. The all-knowing Dr. Cox from the show Scrubs said, "Once you look in the mirror and enjoy what you see, you lose." Some aspects I see in my mirror I enjoy. That would be all the inward stuff. Believe it or not I have never so much enjoyed the way I look. I finally got skinny, not that I was obese, and I like it. But I would enjoy having a little more muscle. It will not only help me get back into playing soccer more, it will provide me with a look that says, "I can totally work you over on the massage table."

Some people see me and my 132 lbs. and laugh. I've been turned down by people because I am a "small" person that probably could not hit the depth and pressure they would like. If only they knew. Just another motivation to get bigger. Day three starts tomorrow.